It only takes a minute....

There have been many who have asked me "Can't you take anything seriously?" ..... Yes, I CAN. And, Yes, I DO take alot of things seriously. This is going to be my first serious entry... and hopefully its read-able.

I am basically a serious person. The heights of my crazy humor come out when i write... because i love to write... and it is only when i write that i am myself. All my happiness, my inner personality.... my true self is what i write. And i always try to add the humor element in whatever i do because i feel without humor life gets really dry.

People know me in two ways.... One class of friends know only my playful side... where i'm eternally the butt of jokes, the one with unending sarcasm, jokes pouring out of every corner, the one who can't take anything seriously (except studies, maybe)...

There used to be another class of people who used to call me 'gloomy' once upon a time (yes, me!) coz i could never smile... I was this grouch who was always lost in a separate world and thought the heavens were against me.... I wouldn't socialise... nor would i talk to my friends... i wouldn't pick up their calls... i would sit in my room, lost.... thinking of lost memories... Even now, i don't know why i used to be that way... and how i have now changed into a total extrovert who tries to make people happy....

I'm glad i've changed... though i still do have gloomy times... they only last minutes... because i'm now suffering from an inability to feel bad about anything that happens to me... I know i have to do some things in life... and i don't care about anything else... The world can crash on my head, for all i care... but i'll still go on...

This doesn't mean i've become a stone hearted person... I still feel... I still remember... But i've come past the crying and moaning.... yes, i've not had a great life... yes, i've not been a great person... yes, there have been times where i've been downright evil... but i no longer let them haunt me... because i know they no long matter in life... and i'm not able to feel sad about them... I've done so many mistakes... And i didn't learn then... it took me time to learn.... EVERYTHING... but now i'm learning... slowly still...

I thought i was a mistake.... now i'm starting to believe i came here for something... and i'm not going to return to the earth before i achieve it.... Anyway, enuf of seriousness.... thats my maximum time limit for seriousness in life... :)

Remember... it only takes a minute to lose it all... Always think twice before you act....

P.S: KEEP SMILING.... IT INCREASES YOUR 'FACE' VALUE :) :) :) :)

2 comments:

Moonlight n Magnolias said...

:O

Anyway, I am glad u changed and realised ur worth :)

Thou shall reach dizzying heights of success!! :D

Elithraniel Arawion said...

thank thou