Old mails

I've been very bad to this blog. The fact is, i have just been myself. I am the kind of person who gets bored of things very easily. But, the fact that i rejoice when i remember old memories is also as confusing as my reason to get bored. Today, by chance, while i was checking my yahoo account i had a journey to the past, up until 2004. My life then seemed so different that i don't remember living it, comparing it to the way i am now. The number of random mails from random guys who either saw me at some net cafe or just 'happened' to get my id from somewhere and my horribly stupid replies to them had me in peels of laughter. I also remembered old friends who were no longer in touch and remembered good memories with them.
Friends who used to never be able to live without talkin to me for atleast an hour everyday now seem to be so far away. Back then, we were a close group of 4 who had to talk to each other for hours everyday in order to survive. Life used to be so much simpler back in school. The close knit gang of girls who would do anything for me, the secrets, the crushes, the giggles... oh man what an adventurous school life i've had. Though there are huge chunks of bad memories that i would like to erase, there are so many parts that i would love to live through again.
The number of mails my friends sent when i would not pick up their calls or when they went on my id and saw my offline msgs by mistake or when they saw someother friend talkin to a guy... god, the list is endles... i so miss my tenth std... life only revolved around the coming board exams, my failing math preparations and my horrible experiences with tamil.... and obviously the opposite gender...
but now things are so much more complicated.... people have changed.... times haves changed... i have changed... those things that seemed so vital then now seem like nothing... i hate men, don hav to study any language again unless i want to, maths is nowhere an option anymore and i don prepare for my semesters anyway... things that are vital as of now are job opportunities, higher studies, expenditure, bla bla... these were things that seemed so far off then... i just wish time had stopped then... now things are much more complicated and everything seems like a mirage.... one minute its there and the next, its gone...
A treasure chest of memories are the only things that are left behind